李子紅了，柿子紅了。

Why am I writing this article now? Because of the feeling of the crunch!

Already been working with the new company for over three months, lots of transformations I'm still adapting to. Senior associates always told me that don't be stressed and to keep my mind open. Yes, all I understand, but it's not the general way I'm used to, so I feel so anxious from time to time. Previous work experience as an engineer, what training I got was data talking and now everything is uncertain to catch or spacious to control. As I'm in front of the desk at the office and nothing I can do...

I have yet to find the entrance to access and also I don't like the little boss deeply in heart! Her activities are very doubtful to me, I am unable to trust her fully. Not sure it will take how long for this transition, or I will be failed on it? Sometimes thinking of being a user or customer of this company comes into my brain, but I still want to retire as a salesman. Let's see..what will happen later in my life...